It’s hard to believe it’s been over a month since I decided to take my break. I hope things have been well for all of you. They’ve been pretty good for me on the overall, though April in particular was a month run at breakneck speed, between work and personal stuff, which was compounded by getting ready to go on an actual vacation at the beginning of May.
The hardest part of being away is coming back. When I take time off (or when I’m home on a weekend), I rarely check work e-mails or think about work at all, and my mind doesn’t start drifting back toward work in the last day or so of the break. Sometimes, this makes me feel guilty, especially when I come back to the office and find a roaring e-mail discussion amongst some of my volunteers that broke out over the weekend. Then, I tend to think, “This is something important to these people, would it really have killed me to spend a few minutes looking over this and weighing in over the weekend?” Probably not, but then again, the advent of the web and e-mails and texting has eaten more and more into our personal lives. It’s not a matter of “I’m not getting paid for this time, so I won’t do it” as much as it’s “I just need to not think about this stuff for a while.”
It’s been kind of the same for the blog. Once in a while, I would think of it with a twinge of guilt, like, “I really should be writing something so when I come back to it I’m not scrambling around to produce” (kind of like I am now, hah ha). Unlike some of my other breaks, however, I never had one of those must-blog-about-this-now moments. I’m not sure if that’s a good sign or not.
Wow, that’s an inspiring way to resume the blog, huh? Let’s chalk it up to vacation/hiatus hangover. Next week will be better. I don’t know yet what it will be, but it will be better.
Thanks for coming back (or for stopping in, if this is your first time here). What’s new with you?